Breezes float over squash patches now bursting:
once bright blossoms, now baseball bats.
I trepidatiously turn off the air con, leave the fan on
just in case,
to oscillate any surprise wash of wet heat fit to sideswipe us patient fall fanatics
desperate for a cool morning and hot cider.
A September day, I finally pack away my winter sweaters.
New England weather taunts to never Let the Sunshine In.
Conditioned to keep alert for summer snows,
I thought the cold would stay.
Nothing cold can stay, Ponyboy.
Oh. That’s Gold.
Right.
Also Gold, as Autumn alchemizes the sun
into shimmering, delicious apple, leaf, hillside.
Gold will next pass Cold the baton of the Northeast.
Sweaters barely hit their hibernation before they’re called back into service.
Now, though, still besandaled walks and shirts sans sleeves.
Fall brings magic and romance and comfort in my witchcraft.
I join the girlies on the 5th of July for Code Orange,
when stores clear out the fireworks for spooky signs and Witch Way to the Wine glasses.
I decorate jars with “Cats’ Whiskers,” and “Boneyard Dust,” and “Powdered Moth Wing” stickers
holding Cat Treats, and Sugar, and Butterfly Pea Flower Tea,
Respectively.
My nosy cats probably leave actual whiskers in there too.
I giggle that it works like that sometimes.
The Star, The Moon, The Sun of Tarot
are seasonal drapings as much as Death, The Devil, The Tower.
Celestial Promise after Peril.
The Autumn sky calls me to marvel.
The Summer Triangle still spins, Cassopeia’s Crown sparkles,
the delicate teapot with lemon squeeze of Capricorn steeping,
Cygnus the Swan starts to swim on, and soon
Orion will hunt Taurus,
stomping in with Betelguese hanging off his ghostly belt,
To pursue and never slay.
I sink into the season, reminded as the Druids of this gift of harvest months:
There is death and it is bountiful,
and somehow it is delicious.
I hate to wax poetic to soothe the tragic.
I loathe my lean to catch the melancholy in my glove before it rots,
and spin it into glittering yarns,
to weave you a warm tale that blankets the fallow of the year,
to wrap around your shoulders, with your coffee on the porch,
as breezes tumble leaves and leave them felled upon your feet.
The leaves know, as did the squash that failed to make the farmers’ market.
They are nibbled, blackened, holey,
and flutter to the ground next to their fiery fellow foliage.
It makes no difference, be they lovely, be they gross.
They all fall. They all become feast.
The king will behead or marry, whether the golden skein is spun,
but either way,
That’s a terrible king.
Where was I? Oh! the season.
The terrible season of gorgeous sunsets and inevitable endings,
that puts us in the sweetest trance.
The magic of spices sprinkled in pumpkins, the mist of midnights under moonlight,
the darkness soothing our skin
as we quilt a cozy armor of fleece and hooded sweatshirts,
to awaken the Celtic warrior who knows: This spell is required-
-to let it all go. (For nothing gold can stay, remember.)
I spin with the stars, awash in reds and russets and sunlit rays,
and tap my bonnie blackish cats upon their whiskered eyebrows
with a grateful forehead bonk.
I sip my sweetened squash elixir, even if it tastes like candles,
and sing the bardic ballads of witches, mostly Stevie Nicks,
as fading days drape me in Neesa’s silver shawl.*
Grandmother Moon of Seneca
holding me as breezes become gales,
the Maiden-Mother-Crone reminding
gold and cold will ever switch,
and all keeps coming ‘round.
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It’s a beauteous evening musky and warm
Clouds frill fine tentacles; climb like jellyfish
Up the autumn sky; cormorant’s black silhouette
Poised to plunge stands on protruding rocks
Lake bass unconcerned tips and flashes
Bangs out giant ripples; leaves on slow roll-out—
Dash of red, rind of orange, but mainly stubborn
green and dry brown, while cricket drills
A non-stop rush to find his mate
Damp grass and cattails filter
Walkers crunch on gravel paths
Short-sleeved tees enough today
Horizon sky slings gray; a silky breeze stirs
First blue sky smiles in weeks suck off election stress
Cheeks curl cool; the season when dark drops fast.
Autumn
Speak to me of autumn
Says she to me
But what is autumn without you?
You are autumn to me.
You are the leaves bright red and golden
that lace my life together.
You are flannel shirts
And drives deep into New England country where we
Discover together
Covered bridges and
Mountain peaks
apples and
Phantom Farm Pie.
You are cozy nights watching Dracula
Over and again
Nestling before candles in twilight.
You are the arms that wrap me tight at night as
Summer churns into Fall
and I tumble into dreams
kept safe by your touch.
You are the autumn sky
Close
and beautiful
Yes, of course, you left at the end of autumn
As you arrived at the beginning
You are a Libra
Balancing life as only you would.
You passed on from this cacophony of ills
midst a heavy blanket of orange and golden leaves
you watched fall outside of our window.
Leaves would not fall without you now
but your spirit inspires them to continue their journey
otherwise
Autumn would come to a stop,
Of this I am sure
It would all come to a jarring stop
For there would be no sense whatsoever
Without you
in this world.
Your last journey up our stairs
Wheelchair carried by two laboring medics
Lifts you through the leaves
The thick bright red leaves fall around you
Your face weakly radiant
Happy to be home where you have come back to die
You look up and me and smile
I peek at you
barely,
Unable to assemble what has led us to this place.
Never shall I release you
As I walk among the leaves
I see you in them everywhere
My Autumn
My Love of Autumn
My Love.
Airborne
Airborne
for Gary
L. Dewender
Life on a page,
Without flesh—
Paper in the wind
The meat and marrow
of a man
The right word
For a man
Aloft and soaring
Whole sentences rain down
Upon faces that gaze
What wind?
What tense?
It was all silver glints
In sunbaked skies
It was shimmers and rolls
And fire in the belly
It was wise.
It is stilted and bereft
Looking for the word
For a man
Afloat
On course
And missed.
Such heart for it all
He captured and caught
Tamed on a page
With words
Or without
Glossy or matte
A moment in life
For eyes and hearts
For all time
Flying Dutchman of the sky
With your visceral lens
Now gone past the borders
And the great melding place
You leave us your colors
In the warm of this space
Where we, in our grief
Remember your grace
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New York Pause
Red on red a cardinal
flies into the red maple
stop sign red signals
STOP! I am stress tsunami
down, red on red stopped
summon ancient forces:
baby, fire, cannon,
crocodile breath, OM. A sigh
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Do you hear that sound breaking through the trees?
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Oh My Darlin’ Quarantine
This morning I punched my shirt
I sleep in two long-sleeve tee shirts
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For All That Is And Yet May Be
The Japanese have a word for it,
the pathos of things,
Steel Stacks
THE STEEL STACKS SIT SILENT ALONG THE LEHIGH
RIVER VALLEY,
AWASH IN GLOOMY GRAY CLOUDS THAT RENDER IT
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